Tag: self discovery

Happy ending

Secret thoughts about the happy ending are the main reason why many people like me get sober. Quitting drinking will change my life, things will work out correctly just like in those midday tv dramas where goodness wins over bad. This picture in the head is quietly inspiring. It makes me go……


What Happens When You Eat 8 Beds?

This just shows how little do we know about addiction. Is there bed eating anonymous? Addiction is not substance specific, although some substances can be more addictive than others or NOT? Does she have a character defect?  I am sure that something traumatic happened in her life, is that what you call a character flaw? I don’t know anyone who isn’t flawed and seeking perfection is ironically the flaw in itself…

How do you deal with addictions that are out of usual? By using peanut allergy analogy? “Well you know, look at eating bed foam this way, when you are……


ONE YEAR SOBER

I don’t know where to start with this one. A year ago I was drunk and hopeless, a victim. My life was dedicated to drinking and trying to cure my hangovers. I used to vomit 3-4 times a day. It is kind of hard to believe that I’ve made it a year because of how badly I wanted this, and now here it is. It felt so unreachable to me…….


1:50am

10 minutes till they stop selling liquor near me. That’s more than enough time to get out of bed, get dressed quickly, and get fast to the gas station. I mean just the rush of rushing it is fucking stimulating.

Then drive home quickly, I live like 3 min away from that gas station. I know what’s next. Is opening up like 3……


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