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A day in a life of an alcoholic

I wake up and immediately get hit with tons of problems. My senses are going crazy, from being dehydrated to having goopy eyes. The body is literally in shock from facing the reality of being poisoned last night.

I love vomiting

So I kept waking up through the night chugging down Apple cider vinegar. It seems the only solution for my acid reflux so far. It is not going away. It causes me anxiety when it gets really bad, I want to jump out my body. I keep anti-acid meds in my pocket just like during those times in the past when I was abusing alcohol. My pockets would be full……

Because I can see through you

So while in rehab we had this overweight intern. She did processing group as well as ran a couple other groups for us. She was an addict herself, food addiction. I thought that we were supposed to be the broken ones there. She even read us the poem she created about addiction. How pathetic, I dont like when people go there. I always shy away, its faken awkward, but this time I was bored……

Am I lying to myself?

I remember when I was going to intensive outpatient program not long time ago, right after I left the rehab. The program was at the same place. We did this exercise called “listening”. We been paired in groups of two and each person had to tell three things of what they are scared happening to them in their recovery. I was paired with this obese blond women who was……

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