Tag: searching for meaning

That addict

I only admitted that I am addicted to alcohol when being completely broken. I think as I get more time sober I go backward on this term, no one wants to be an alcoholic although weaknesses are always there.


Crying yourself sober

The road to sobriety is unknown unless you can experience it yourself. For me is mind blowing that I was able to get sober and still am despite all the mental pain that I have to experience. Day to day uneasiness and having unsolvable thought of can I continue this way? I often choose to avoid thinking because I don’t know. …


There is no deeper connection than drinking

It makes me cry inside, but once you establish this connection, there is little chance of it going away. We can pretend about miracles all we want, but they rarely happen. I love drinking. There are so many memories tied up to the times I drank alone. Alcohol got me……


1:50am

10 minutes till they stop selling liquor near me. That’s more than enough time to get out of bed, get dressed quickly, and get fast to the gas station. I mean just the rush of rushing it is fucking stimulating.

Then drive home quickly, I live like 3 min away from that gas station. I know what’s next. Is opening up like 3……


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