From hero to zero. I am having a hard time caring about anything these days. I just don’t care. Maybe it is a period in early recovery; I still consider myself being at the beginning of recovery despite the fact that I am over a year sober…….
I don’t know where to start with this one. A year ago I was drunk and hopeless, a victim. My life was dedicated to drinking and trying to cure my hangovers. I used to vomit 3-4 times a day. It is kind of hard to believe that I’ve made it a year because of how badly I wanted this, and now here it is. It felt so unreachable to me…….