Tag: being alone

Quiet

I am a quiet guy. I hate being involved in dramas and having to deal with other people’s emotions that they surely love to inflict on me. I hate feeling their disturbances. There is no right or wrong way as longest you find your equilibrium of emotional stability and happiness.


Awareness

Awareness is a big word when it comes to addiction recovery. Sometimes I think about how I wasn’t aware of my drinking compulsion. Deep down, yes, I was aware of my drinking problem in terms of hangovers and other negatives but I just couldn’t grasp the whole compulsion thing.


Let all the frustrations inspire you

A fixed mind leads to a dead end. You are different. You have overcome all the demons when your mind split in half during cravings for alcohol. You have stayed sober for all these months, no matter how sad, tired, and anxious you were. Even when having panic attacks and experiencing your heart racing to the point where you thought you would have a heart attack, you didn’t give up. You……


Being completely alone in recovery


Day 1

I took my parents to the airport. Smoked a few cigarettes on my way home. Definitely went back and forth about drinking and how I am going to deal with that. I am completely alone. Last time I went on a crazy binge. I would love to fuck everything but this desire wasn’t as big as the previous one. I just drove home and went to sleep after……


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