Tag: balancing life as introver

There is no deeper connection than drinking

It makes me cry inside, but once you establish this connection, there is little chance of it going away. We can pretend about miracles all we want, but they rarely happen. I love drinking. There are so many memories tied up to the times I drank alone. Alcohol got me……

I am a failure (or how not to be)

I know a lot of people use the statement “I am a failure” to draw pity for themselves. It is always easier to be a victim, especially if you have a drinking or any kind of substance addiction problem; but I don’t want to go this way of being a failure anymore. Tic, tock, tic, tock…Time is ticking away. What’s the end game plan?

Instant gratification

My failures aren’t due to lack……

Let all the frustrations inspire you

A fixed mind leads to a dead end. You are different. You have overcome all the demons when your mind split in half during cravings for alcohol. You have stayed sober for all these months, no matter how sad, tired, and anxious you were. Even when having panic attacks and experiencing your heart racing to the point where you thought you would have a heart attack, you didn’t give up. You……

Being completely alone in recovery

Day 1

I took my parents to the airport. Smoked a few cigarettes on my way home. Definitely went back and forth about drinking and how I am going to deal with that. I am completely alone. Last time I went on a crazy binge. I would love to fuck everything but this desire wasn’t as big as the previous one. I just drove home and went to sleep after……

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